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Thursday, February 26, 2009

So Lost

I'm So Lost any more I don't know who I am.
I'm turning 20 but what have I done.
People back stab me and go behind my back.
They hurt me every day.
The most resent one was Jeepersmedia,
listening to people who hate me.
Now I'm not welcome in his room.
I've done so much for him just to get hurt again.
Now my brother Insults my cooking, After I cooked for 4 hours.
Just cause his gf didn't like it.
I have no job no ones hiring and it suck's.
I don't no what I'm doing any more I'm scared.
I want a job so bad I'm loosing everything.
You might think my life's fine its NOT.
I'm defiantly so lost any more...

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Make Blogtv Safe

For 3 Months www.Blogtv.com has under attack By what Jeepermedia Calls Trolls. Blogtv Needs to get Better Features like Guest can't pm. I have been on blogtv for 2 years JackJackAttack,NightmareBeforeJackJack iv got rid of people like John Hock and Cummwaffles people who don't need to be on that site and now 4chan from www.4chan.org have raided almost all the room BLOGTV WAKE UP and fix your security on their site. Tell me what you all think?

JackJackAttack and Darfur

I am going to share with you a war. Torn between love, lost, and death. This is the Darfur conflict. Darfur conflict was located in the western region of Sudan. See, this conflict began in February of 2003. This was a combination years of drought, desertification, and overpopulation. There was problems with water and livestock farther south and they where mainly non Arab Farming communities.


But you see in early 2003 after the rebellion against the Khartoum government had officially broke out, the rebels had attacked the governments in Darfur protesting the many years of neglect and oppression. See, the rebels wanted their fair share of wealth that Khartoum government kept denying them. But, not many people the tribes where rivaling WAY before 2003. But, the Basic root of this problem was simply water shortage.


This is what gets me no one hardly knows about Darfur Not even me. This is how I found out back in 2003. I was a confused messed up kid, didn't no what I wanted, where I was took every thing for granted. My mom always said "you don't know how good you have it." I always thought I didn't have it good. That's where I messed up. I had no clue how good I had it, until June of 2003.
I heard Brad Pitt talking about something called Darfur it had go my attention some how. I got online I want to no what Darfur was? Why was it so important to a celebrity to talk about it? Truth is, Darfur is more then one mans mind can truly consume to understand.


See, in 2003 the rebellion against the Khartoum government officially broke out. Rebels attacked government targets in Darfur to protest the many years of neglect and oppression. But the thing that got me was 200,000 to 400,000 are estimated dead and more than 2.5 million have fled their homes. That 2.5 million have lost there home's and are living in refugee camps. These people have lost there moms and dad even there kids.

I have a home, food, water, money, mom, dad, and brother so why am I not appreciating my life? Now I know how lucky I am. I feel like crap thinking about the way I acted. But now I'm taking what I've learned and helping Darfur.


You see, it's not just the war it's the women of Darfur being displaced spending there time running trying to recover from the nightmare they the fled. Having to find food in the shelters of the night. They lose there kids and husbands and some people just lose personal things like virginity, being raped, abused, and made to be slaves. Why in the world could people be so cruel? The pain they were cause and the hell they were put through, now you no why they are called survivors. No matter what, these women after three years, they go back there and try to rebuild what they used to have and to make things better. God has given these women huge hearts.


I was watching the news one day and there was this lady, Areai Portter, from Sudan Africa. she was taken as a slave. She described the one night that still haunts her now. She said the three guys who took her as a slave forced her to the ground ripping off her clothes, hitting her, beating her, raping her and she's screams "STOP! Why are you doing this? Why? Stop, please I'll do any thing." But, they kept doing it. She keeps trying to make them stop but, by the time she tried she was in tears knowing there was nothing she could do. So, she just let them. How many more women have to take? Why do they have to be raped? Why? What do we have to do to get this to stop?


Now, there was not much on the men in the war. All that was found was that all the men in these families were sent to fight in the war. But, so many of these men died in the line of duty. Just about every single man that fought was killed. The one's that are still alive are still haunted with the memories.


One man was asked if he knew where his family was. His response was "No." Then he added on "I hope they are dead because if they are alive and I do find them I don't want to know what they were put through." What these people were put through must have been very dramatic for them wanting their loved one's to be dead instead of alive so they wouldn't have to go through all the suffering and memories of it.

In the process to stop the darfur fued. The progress that has been in the talks has been far too slow. Even though the original cease-fire was signed in April 2004. But the parties had failed to meet the Dec. 31, 2005 deadline set by the Security Council for an agreement. This is now the seventh round of talks.


And these parties have not even honored any of their commitments. They had signed a cease-fire; but there wasn't any cease-fire in Darfur. The government of Sudan and rebel movements break it every day. But the attacks still continue, including even the humanitarian convoys and the African Union mission even the people who are there to help the civilians have been affected directly by the war.

And threw all this the people of Darfur continue to suffer. Then Around about two million are now in camps. Now how Many more are homeless or displaced. Then count all the Innocent people are still being killed. And, all the Women and girls are being raped. Children are dying.

Here are five good steps to stop the Darfur War.
1. Declare their positions and deployments as they are committed to doing.

2. Respect and observe the ceasefire in Darfur.

3. Stop attacks on the African Union force and humanitarian convoys.

4. Facilitate the work of the humanitarian agencies.

5. Bring to justice the perpetrators of atrocities.

But in order for these five steps to work they have to agree when they say they will stop they actually stop this time. There is well-founded cynicism that in all of the international community that they are serious about this.

These parties in Abuja have made there choice clear. They can one choose to reach an agreement. That would mean the concluding one in Abuja and the implementing it on the ground. If that was done then the international community would help with the humanitarian and developmental assistance and with practical support and the political encouragement.

Or, then if they don't come to a agreement. It could result where there will be even more death and misery and the lost of opportunity to build a better future for all of people they claim to represent.

So, in conculding to this. They have there opinions and they have been given chances. Now it its up to their governments to do what they want to. To keep fighting or to come at peace with the government so their people may have a brighter future.


How much more hell does one nation need to be put threw before it is over? We can't let that happen again, we have to do something about it.


Now you may ask your self 'what can I do to help Darfur?' Well, there is a non-profit organization called HelpDarfurNow founded by three high school students whose mission was and still is to raise awareness of victims and funds for the victims of the genocide in Darfur, Sudan. This was put together special for this assignment please watch and then you will understand why I feel as I do. http://www. youtube. com/watch?v=hXdWDM4fmRY